My marriage of 6 months is ending. We’d been “married” for 6 years and finally made it legal this past July, but it just wasn’t enough, in the end. A week ago, everything seemed fine. We were laughing and joking around like always, there was a lot of love there, but it just wasn’t enough in the end. Some times love just isn’t enough to make it all better.
There are many, many reasons why some things couldn’t be fixed and my heart is absolutely broken. I just didn’t have it in me to make them better. In the end, I just didn’t want to. So, ironically, like K & A, I will be hugging a lot of memories close to my heart over the next few weeks and then letting them go.
But let me just say that the decision to leave was ultimately my choice and so I am suffering horrific feelings of guilt. I’ve let a lot of people down.
I will visit your blogs as soon as I can to catch up, but it might be a week or two before I’m emotionally capable.
I am SO, SO, SO sorry! I can’t even begin to imagine how you’re feeling right now… You’ll be in my thoughts.
Amy, that’s so sad. Be strong. Come back soon. Love.
Take care of yourself.
*hugs*
That’s a terrible realization to come to. Hope you get through OK and are feeling better soon.
These decisions are never easy, but sometimes it is the only way to more forward. Love and light to you.
i hope you’re doing okay, ms. amy.
I have been where you are, and I know it’s traumatic. I hope you come out of this stronger.
I’m sorry, Amy. So sorry.
e-mail me if you need to, and know that you and C will come through this on the other side some day as better, stronger people.
Darn it.
Aw, Amy - I’ve been remiss in reading your blog and I pop in this evening and see this. You poor poor thing, I have no words of comfort, well that would truly comfort you. I’m sending a cyber-hug though. And a cyber-shoulder. Oooo, ow. Sorry my earring just got caught in your hair.
we all love you
Oh my goodness. I’m sorry. I hope you’re doing OK, I mean, I’m sure you’re not, but….:(
Just checking in to give a *wave*.
Hoping your well and hope to see you lurking about the blogs again.
just checking in, my dear, hoping the pain is subsiding and we’ll see you in cyberspace again.